and you kill me by doing nothing

i always come on here wishing i could say something super profound, but i got nothing.

but in the effort to do so i'll just steal one

the unexamined life is not worth living, man.

-Socrates ["man" added by demetri martin, makes it more personal]

well thats what ive been doing.

just looking at myself my life.

and how i've basically been just screwing around lately

i want to support myself. 

not just financially, but in everything

in my faith mostly actually.

i don't want to be using people as a crutch

i don't mean i shouldn't ask for help or want accountability

but i mean leaching off people

not even taking in opinions

or whatever, just regurgitating there own opinions.

i'm changing and i can tell.

and i kinda like it.