i'm tired of being taken for granted
and how plans i want to make never hold any importance
i hate how i put forth so much effort for nothing.
i hate that when i get upset about something
its "me overreacting"
or whatever i hate it so much.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
3 comments:
I hate that you put all the importance in the world on our friendship.
You have got to back up because you treat me like I'm a cheating girlfriend.
You are notmy first priority.
You are not my boyfriend.
I wouldn't even say you are mybest friend.
You will always be disappointed in me because I'm never going to give you the attention you want.
And in the meantime, your expectations of me are killing our friendship.
for one i expect you to do things that you say you will.
i expected you to take a day off work for my birthday because you said you would. you didn't even try to, and now it's "too much of a hassle" because basically you don't care that much. but me being upset about that is uncalled for right?
And it's obvious that I'm not your first priority or best friend, you know if i had to bet, my Christmas present from you hasn't even been started and my birthday is a week a way, and yeah when we're together i make jokes about it, because you know what that actually hurts, because to me, you just haven't cared enough for it.
you keep telling me you'll ask your parents about going to the Beatles. Which you seemed to be excited about and really wanted to go when i first told you about it. But you don't seem to have the 5 minutes it would take to ask your parents and let me know, so maybe you don't want to go, or maybe you just wouldn't want to go with me.
and this isnt about me want you to be my girlfriend or whatever, anytime i'm pissed you always say that and its not okay i want to make that clear it is not, i miss having you as a close friend, who actually wants to talk to me and i don't have to practically beg to hang out. i miss when you actually cared.
I don't have time to get you a meaningful gift right now. You want a run-of-the-mill gift like I got everyone else? Fine. If you want thought put into it, it'll take time.
It is a humongous hassle for me to take time off work once I'm scheduled. I never try to get it off for anything unless it's something I have to do. So don't take it personally. Sorry I forgot to take it off. It's really not a huge deal though, and it pisses me off that you're throwing a fit. I'll see you sometime around that date.
I feel smothered by you. You make it hard to care. I feel like you're just always mad at me for something. I feel like you're way more into our friendship than I am. I don't have the time to care for it like you do, and quite frankly, I don't want to care for it like you do. I don't feel like I treat our friendship much different than any other of my friendships, yet I get the most crap from you. I'm busy. I have a very, very busy life and a very, very forgetful mind. If you're going to take that personally, I don't really want to deal with it. Maybe I don't want to be as close as we used to be. Maybe I just don't feel like it's right anymore.
Post a Comment