I wish I could really figure myself out.

Actually, I think I can figure myself .

I take that back again, for the most part, I already have figured myself out.

I desperately try my hardest to have people like me, have them be happy with me etc.

No matter what that actually means, in terms of the effects on myself.

I pretend that I don't care about some small things.

Just so someone doesn't have to know that, yeah it sort of hurts.

With an even bigger issue, school.

I really don't want to be here, I don't know if I just want to be somewhere else

I really don't know, but today i really just felt like leaving.

Not just school, but here, i wanted to just go and drive 

and end up somewhere, and just start over.