that i was happy, like really happy with any of my relationships.
that i actually had some kind of life.
that school didn't absolutely suck.
that i didn't put myself in that school sucking situation.
that i could really truly change.
that i didn't feel like my new picture on flickr frequently.
and still:
all of that just makes me excited or tomorrow
not like the literal tomorrow
i mean i have a dentist appointment at 10:45
and a horrible sleeping problem
so not excited for that but
excited and terrified for the future.
but maybe its good to be scared.
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It scares me how little I know about how you're actually doing at any given moment.
And I don't think it's because I don't ask. I think you just don't tell me.
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