college sucks actually. regardless of anything I may have said before about liking it here. i think it took two very specific things to make me fully realize this though. hearing how much Ashley loves bowling green and school there. and then cody telling me he doesn't think he will come back to Wayne next semester. and it might be just Wayne sucks really. me and cody talked about it. living in detroit really sucks. the only place i really feel safe riding my bike by myself is on my campus which is like one block, not big at all. and no one is here on weekends. and everyone is pretty much inside the dorms or hanging out right in front of them by like 8 o'clock because theres nothing really on campus to do and not too many places in detroit you can feel safe just hanging out, except maybe Greektown. then add on the fact I'm failing Art History. I'm failing my Math class. and until i turn in my English paper I'm probably failing that, which isn't a big deal, as soon as i turn in that paper I'll have a good grade in the class again. but i don't know i really am not happy in school. or with school. or however you want to say it. I'm not sure where i could go where that opinion would change or whatever but i don't know. I don't like it here. I'm sick of people waking me up at 2 in the morning because they're screaming in the hallway or hanging out outside my room in the hallway until 4 or later. I hate how i feel unsafe taking my camera out when I'm around campus. i don't know what I want to do, but i don't really want to be here.