well i only really need to leave my room now for food.

occasionally and such.

i hate knowing who can read this.

i feel like if i write about them than its just like attacking them 

or whatever.

january 5th-11th will probably be the best time of break.

based on the sole fact ill have the house completely to myself

and my brother will be gone

and my parents will be at work

and ill still probably have no life.