I'm not happy.

with this, or much else.

i just want to hear the sound of your breathing

i don't even mind much, that my own is ceasing

it's enough to know you're alive

even if i don't have much time

i wasted it all on you

i wasted it all.

it's time to be born again

and maybe i'll meet you then

i'll probably meet you then.

but goddamn i'd bet i do it over again.

and i'll waste it all on you.

as long as i hear you breathing.

You say "It's just my skin

 commiting these misdeeds"

"It's not my sin 

just a disease

Strip this skin from my bones

and you'll know, it isn't me"

But you'd better know

better rip out your heart.

before it's stone.

Just know you got to talk it out

Just know you can't break it down

And now when i see you

My stomach is down  in the soles

of my feet.

You say you're changing

You've changed

You'll change

No one ever changes