movies i can't wait to see:

Where The Wild Things Are

Funny People

The Soloist

Away We Go

The Proposal

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

we need to think that our hearts beat louder than shotguns sing

I am incredibly stressed right now man.

Thursday I have a 7 page paper due

I have an Art History Midterm.

and I have a History test.

only 5 weeks of school left and I feel like I'm drowning in it

I need a good day this weekend really.

just a nice relaxing day where things seem to go how I want.

ya know?

you brought me here, now take me home

Crave was something unexpected.

In a great way.

A lot is just falling into place right now.

And mainly because I want it to

And I'm letting it happen.

from last week or so, I decided

I don't need to wait for something to happen to be on fire for God

So I decided to just be that.

then I find out about a Bible class.

so I'll take that.

Then Josh talks about a lot of problems that I have in his teaching.

so I'll fix that.

I need a job, and so far it seems one has fallen to me.

so I'll take that.

As for actual decisions I've had to make,

I want to really dive into my Bible

So I bought a new one and asked Josh what would be good to start with.

I'm starting James tonight.

Noah asked me if I'd be at church Sunday and why i usually am not there.

Well I'm going.

As for Crave.

It was something I never really experienced before.

I've been in our group when we've had intense prayer before

where everyone cries and everyone feels connected.

but something was different after this.

nothing I can actually describe.

except from my reaction when I looked out the window when Crave had ended.

"how is it nothing out there has changed"